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[08 May 2004|08:04pm] |
so. long time now see. i remember when i was in love with my deadjournal. and it was mandatory to update like evryday. wtf happened? i know what happened. livejournal came into my life.
but, just to catch up on old times... yes, i did see courtney again, and yes i do have a crush on him. hes adorable. i just cant help myself. and i think i know im going to see him again this coming weekend. <3 <3 <3 <3.
school sux a mean dick.. but then again, thats always been the case.
i dont feel like thinking about anything right now.
peace.
<3erinn michael
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[27 Apr 2004|03:44pm] |
everyone has ditched dj... including myself. oh well.
anywho so i had a really good weekend for being grounded. chilled at my dads house friday night then sat evening jen and lex came down had dinner with the rents then went to a party and spent the night at courtneys house. soo cute.
ive realized that i over obses about way too many things.. mainly the opposite sex. its quite pathetic. i really just want to stab myself cause i cant stop thinking about these two boys. ehh.
im just really wanting one person who i can talk to about anything with and who i wont feel self concious infront of, and someone who will just be there for me. someone shoot me please.
im really pathetic.
daniel gave me photoshop cs today. im muy excited.
peace.
<3erinn michael
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[18 Apr 2004|07:10pm] |
so. its over. spring break that is. kinda sad. i wish i caould have hung out with soo many other people. i think we should start a petition to make spring break 2 weeks from now on. whos with me?
but all in all i cant complain. met new people. and hopefully they wont forget me, i hope i dont forget them either. w/e.
jeannie and i died doms hair today. it looks rad. which just further tell me i should be a hair dresser. haha.
however... hes leaving tomorrow morning, which is sad. hes a very cool kid. and im excited for him to move out here.
last night was seriously awesome. firepits outside, fireworks in the street, yelling at stupid people, and hide and go seek with all older kids = a good time.
thats all for now i guess.
<3erinn michael
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[14 Apr 2004|08:00pm] |
so. its finally spring break. and so far im pretty happy with how its been going.
went to the lake. fun. like always. u cant not have fun at the lake.
hung out with 2 of the gbh's last night. fun like always. i sprained my ankle though. it hurts like a bitch.
im never drinking ever again. simple as that.
tomorrow is selina day. hooka here i come. haha.
im so lame.
i should be shot.
eh.
thats all for now.
<3erinn michael
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[02 Apr 2004|06:15pm] |
all these playas andall theses hoess..
anywho. i think i have jeannieitis. i havent been going to classes lately, if the rents find out they will most def. shoot me 10 times. eek!
gunna party it up with the ladies tonight.. and mook! my twin! im way super duper excited. alex is hilarious, i heart that chica very much. and jeannie just rukes at life.yea i <33333 them all.
gunna go to the rec center to the show. senses fail and rufio and dont look down and autopilot off... should be fun, havent been to a show in a while so w/e.
tomorrow im planning on chillin with jen. maybe habibis? maybe bills? maybe just some random party.. who knows... all i know is that its gunna be a blast.
woot woot for me dude!
i took the most adorable pictures of shea the other day and i think if they turn out alright i will post some.
im sorry if u think im controlling, it wasnt intended, ill just lay off your case for a bit until u love me again.
eh, yea.. im gunna go wait for jeanus and my twin to come so we can all go rock out.
<333erinn michael
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[29 Mar 2004|08:55pm] |
pretty eh.. blah day today.
nothing thrilling happened that i can think of.
we talked today.. which was weird. whatever.
whammy and i talked. which was good. i do truely admire that man.
If you feelin like a pimp nigga, go and brush your shoulders off. Ladies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off. Niggaz is crazy baby, don't forget that boy told you. Get, that, dirt off your shoulder.
<3me
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[26 Mar 2004|09:12pm] |
interesting day today. i think out of the 6 hours i was at school i spent 3 with solberg.
haha. solberg totally rukes at life.
some weird stuff happened today. its kinda hard to understand. im her best friend and i dont even get what happened.
i hope everything will be ok though.
and im gunna miss her for the next four days.
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[24 Mar 2004|06:12pm] |
i havent been myself lately.
i dont get whats wrong with me. honestly. i keep crying but i have no reason to cry. and ive been very distant with people.
i try and not let people see how i feel, especially at school. i feel like shit every day now and i try and be happy, but i dunno.. its getting harder each and every day.
the only people who have been making me feel better lately are jeannie and amanda.
and im soooo thankful that i have them in my life right now. without them i think i would shoot myself.
so i told my mom how i wanted to quit and we started talking about it alot and i kept breaking down into tears and she kept asking me whats wrong whats wrong and i didnt kow what to tell her. and that was like the first time ever where i havent been able to tell her how i feel.
i dunno, it was just a big shock for the both of us. i always manage to tell her how i feel, and whats going on in my life.. but i just didnt know what to say.
so my breakdowns were followed by hugs and saying i love you lots and even more tears.
and now i think im going to a therapist.
i dunno. we'll see.
and the only thing i want right now is to spend time with some people. ie. jeannie and amanda and some person who doesnt deserve my time but yet i keep running back to them. whatever. im pathetic like that.
yea. ill post more as soon as i kow whats fucking wrong with me.
that may be a while.
i wonder if a therapist will be any good for me..?
what about quitting polo...? i dunno i cant think about these things right now.
all i know is its jeannies birthday tomorrow and i want to get her something special but i know im not going to be able to. ill just have to give her and amanda belated gifts.
wow. im a horrible person. i cant even manage to get the two people who i care so much about and who i think care so much about me (at least i hope they do) presents.
i should be shot ten times.
it would be an improvement.
this is to long.
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[23 Mar 2004|08:52pm] |
i have no clue whats wrong with me right now. everything is just really getting to me, more so than it usually would. like i'll drop something and start crying about it. its not fun.
and people with lame message thingys should really be shot. i hate it, and its making everything worse for me right now. and i dont think i can take it all at the moment.
its scarying me right now how im acting.
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[18 Mar 2004|07:44pm] |
haha ashley just totally made my night.
shes a hot freshman and i dont understand why everyone else isnt as in love with her as i am, even though shes JUST a freshman.
i <3 her more than my own stds, haha.
and she is my sunshine.
<333,
erinn michael
ps. she has the coolest cap tan of my life.<3!
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[17 Mar 2004|08:45pm] |
seriously. i cannot stand my dad.
hes such an asshole and he thinks and acts like hes god. i want to hit him. he needs a reality check. majorly.
as if this tonight werent going bad enough already he has to call me and pull his whole im a good parent bull shit that he puts on for my mom. oh and yea. she can see right through it too.
one thing that was funny was he was like let me talk to your mom and she said that she didnt want to talk to him. REJECTED. fucking fat ugly ass loser.
im gunna go hit something.
lata.
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[16 Mar 2004|08:34pm] |
FUCK YOU
your a walking piece of shit
enough said.
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[14 Mar 2004|07:37pm] |
just got back from the banquet. wow. what a tear jerker.
the next 2 banquets are going to be especially hard. yea.
im so excited for the mix i got. im in love. not really, but u get the idea.
lata alligata.
<3,
erinn miguel
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[13 Mar 2004|11:44am] |
so i feel like shit, yet im not sick. i think the doctor is wrong. he has to be.
i went to 2 urgent care places today = not fun. they told me if my tonsils get this big again i have to have surgery. YIKES!
last night was so much fun even though i fell asleep on the couch... again. and, i never got my burrito, shucks.
i dunno what im gunna do tonight. mom isnt home and nick is going to a party. i dunno. well see how i feel. maybe ill just have someone come over or sumthin. i just dont wanna get anyone else sick, cause i feellike shit, and if i were to get them sick too i would feel even worse.
im gunna go watch dirty dancing and eat samoas and drik my jamba juice.
lata alligata
<3,
erinn michael
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[11 Mar 2004|08:30pm] |
JackNSally4: "Its a happy hard core world"
enough said
<3,
erinn michael
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[10 Mar 2004|06:27pm] |
had a swim meet today. i improved by like 5 seconds. woot woot for me. and i didnt come in last either, even more woot woot.
i think im catching a cold... cough cough... = not good.
this weekend is gunna rock my world. it better or ill be mad.
i was just thinking about how amanda was telling me "certain things werent working" and i just started laughing randomly. hah. im a geek. but it was pretty funny how i didnt get it for like ever.
today, whammy showed us the video of when the girls won cif. it made me realize how much i want to be there... and win. but i dunno if i cant last that long, the drama is seriously driving me mad. and people seriously should grow up.
including myself
and. some other people just havent been saying the right things lately. hitting it and quitting it is not something to be proud of. and you dont tell someone else to call you at a given time, if u are gunna want to talk to them then, get off your lazy ass and call them yourself.
yea.
im done for now.
<3,
erinn michael
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[08 Mar 2004|07:54pm] |
chevygrl7267: hello my name is jeannie schneider & this is my sidekick erinn michael and yes um, we ruke at life for a living
yea, jeannie totally rukes my life <3. and im gunna give her a way cool stick.
uhhh hi. look. i fell down. oh yea. what now.. i have a user pic. woot woot!
good day. amanda made me laugh during nutrition. that was funny.
yea, i feel like an idiot cause i totally messed up that last entry. whatever.
this weekend will hopefully turn up to be good. joshs shindig got canceled but who knows. motel 6 baby.
uhh next weekend should ruke. and if it doesnt ill be sad. someone comes out to say hi, jeannies bday, enternal sunshine comes out. hopefully good.
jeannie and i have a date this weekend. burritos and emperors new groove, and maybe, just maybe, a nightmare before chritmas.but shh, she doesnt know about the burrito part.
yea.
and im spent.
<3,
erinn michael
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[06 Mar 2004|07:38pm] |
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[06 Mar 2004|01:54pm] |
"if you love something give it away"
someone once tried explaining it to me. but i dont understand. if you love it, why would you give it away? it just doesnt make sense to me.
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[05 Mar 2004|09:25pm] |
wow.i seriously had a great day today. well it actually started like yesturday afternoon and went till earlier tonight. it was simply superb. even the things that would usually really bother me just made me smile. thanx.<3
i had a dentist appointment today.. and like the guy who did most of the stuff seemed like he could hardly speak english... interesting.
so im at my dads house and we went out for dinner. it was good. the best part was our conversation. its sad. cause my dad and i hardly ever really have good conversations and usually when we do someone or both people end up pissed. anywho. tonight we talked about pro choice/ pro life. uhh by the way im 100% pro choice and if your not.. thats cool.. but your wrong. and then the best was about the whole gay marriges...
then things started getting intense. we (me my dad and yuri) all got into such a heated talk about it... i had to be repeatedly told to talk quiter. my dad is so conservative and he thinks it will ruin the whole base on family structure. yea ok. bull shit. family structure my ass. people are just afraid of change. but whatever. im not gunna get started with that, but it was just good.
and while we were talking i reminded myself of my mom, and it made me feel good, cause i look up to her so much in some aspects. it was cool. and my dad told me i was acting like her and i told him thank you.
but then. people ie. my dad and step mom, can be so absurd its heinous. they were getting in a way huge fight about how to exit the parking structure. i guess it started when yuri did her whole thing how shes like "blah blah blha i told you but you wouldnt listen to me" and it could have been dropped there but then she continued with "i must just not be good enough" then my dad was like wtf? where did u get that.. which he had every right to.. but it could have just been dropped there.. but then they started yelling and my dad proceeded by getting out of the car and going to the passenger side and making yuri drive cause she was "a supirior driver" and then she was driving like a mad man and my dad told her she was driving like a fucking asshole and she was like its only cause your an asshole. and then they got into the whole thing "well you started it" ok. come on. i dont even do that anymore. people these days. honestly.
then my twin called me. he wanted me to go to his friends kick back with him, and right about now i would much rather be there than here.. but who wouldnt.
i was so obssesed with jeannies the cure cd that i had to have one. so i got one today. im a loser i know. but jeannie rukes so what can i say. haha. <3
yea this is like buttfuck long. sorry.
<3,
erinn michael
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